You may think my last post's are complete and utter shit?

I need advice, this layout bascially is what i want but hey, do i ever get what i want?

My week now consists of drinking & clubbing oh i say 3x a week atleast
spending countless amount of money i dont have on shit 2x
working 6x
college 4x
sleep? 0.

busy :|

I need advice

so yeah theres this guy i like right? like loads for months, and nothings been done about it, but yeah i've been flirting, texting, dancing you know what a typical 18 year old does to try and get a guy to notice them.  I talk him quite often so its not like im scared to talk to him.

Well i did the stupid thing of telling him i liked him the other day!, such a bad idea

anyway he said hes like me but hes confused? what does this mean!
and thenn he saidd theres another girll but he doesnt know where this is going with herr, but he likes me to, hes closer to her in that sense.

What. do. i. do.?

I don't know how i've got through these past few months but i have, it's bad still but i know now ill come through it eventually.

If i didn't have my Best Friend i wouldn't actually be here, i love her to peices<3
Known her only 7 months but i was thinking the other day, if she werent in my life, my god i'd be lost :|
Just wanted to say how much she means to me, coz heck i appreciate and respect her so much!, and miss her coz of being away so much :(

If you have a best friend, hold onto them, because you would not want to be without them, their your everything<3

oh and NEW MOON IN 4 DAYS :P

•  depression.
• no sleep
• heart ache
• not eating
• negative
• paranoia
• emotional.
• = my life

why do boys have to be so cruel.

i am obsessed of gossip girl.

my life is in the gutters mate.